Hav your heart ever felt so heavy, its suffocating? Like a burden within you, dragging you down, making you feel breathless.. Well, i suppose thats the way reality is.. Cruel, yet kind at times. Sweet, yet it cuts like a knife..

Well, today is sunday.. Church day as well as book in day... Sad to say, i kinda feel a little pang seh today... No one to talk to after service, no one to be with... Everyone are more or less in their own little grps, and somehow the exit looks more inviting today.. I nv felt like booking in so much before, at least there is someone to talk to, to laugh with, to listen to....

Went to shop for new year groceries with my family at NTUC, and guess who we saw? Michelle Chia as well as Tay Ping Hui, apparantly filming some TV show... Comments frm my mum includes tay ping hui being more skinny than he looks on TV.. maybe its time to get a smaller screen.. And Michelle Chia didnt look as tall as i tot... She is kinda 5cm shorter than me (with high heels included)...

Well, hot topic of the day.. God's grace is sufficient for me... Ignore the fact that i feel all alone in this world of pain and suffering.. God juz reminded me of how graceful He is in wateva i do, He still has blessings in store for me... Despite being a little short on cash recently, my dear Father in Heaven has been providing.. Look back on previous post, one of it shows the splurging of cash on contact lens... Now? I hav nth to say but believe that its a small sign that He still cares... Went to collect my lenses today, since i had nth to do.. And guess wat? I got an extra pair of lens free! So if my calculations are correct, i currently hav 6 pairs of lens to wear instead of 5.. And thats nt all... I got a letter frm the government, and thank God, singapore is getting richer... The govt kinda juz donated a hundred bucks to me, giving some excuse of the inflation of GST charges.. Who cares, the main point is the fact that i got another hundred.. That kinda nt juz cancel off the contact lens overspending, but also gives me a little extra credit to spend on some new year clothes.. Well, nt being greedy, but i hope for more to come! Amen!