Define happiness.. I juz dun seem to be able to keep my spirits up recently, and dun ask why.. If i knew, then i would hav already done smth abt it... And i feel fake... I can still joke arnd, still laugh, still smile.. But that smile is juz too surface level, doesn't come from within....

And as if life is nt sad enough, skl's nt helping... Piling hw on top of us juz after the test is nt going to motivate me to study any more than i did previously, but somehow i guess there's no choice? Moving on with econs, ending maths in a months time, starting stats in a months time, trying to understand new business strategies, still trying to understand accounting....

And guess wat? I think i'm gonna call iBen as Guru from now onwards.... Apparently someone accused me of copyright, and i think so too.. Too many ppl using the letter "i" in front of their stuff... And reason why i chose Guru? No idea, juz got hooked onto the word recently... Well, the thought is still processing, at least until i find a way to change the name without having to click that "restore original settings" button...