I use to hear adults grumble all the time abt work life, how it sucks and how they wish to go back to the days where studying was the hardest thing to do.. Well, that was when i was schooling of cos, and naturally i didnt understand much of their rants... I mean, they are actually wishing for the phase in life that i was actually nt enjoying...
5 years down the road, i do know now the pains of adulthood... The need to improve, the competitiveness, the lack of motivation, etc.. It was really better back when i was younger and happier, where the only hard choice i had to make was where to dine.. Nt saying this problem of looking for the perfect dinner location has been solved, rather it has just become less of an issue, with all the other nonsense in life crowding it out...
Guess the road that i hav chosen is the one less taken... Maybe i overestimated myself, dun think i can motivate myself to push thru both work and studies for 7 more months... 1 week was enough to kill... But blame it not on any other factors, but rather on the fact that i wasted my chance to study hard... Now, i just feel like going back to the good old days of school life...
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