This blog has been with me for years, and much of the history is embedded deep into it. I seem to be much wiser in the past. The me now feels more like a loser, filled with doubt and misery. The more I think about it, the more I miss my past me. Is change always for the better? De we all move on to a better position? Or is the grass really greener on the other side?
Honestly, I admit to not watering or caring for the grass on my own side. It was always a touch and go for me. Too many people, too many things vie for my attention and time, and I was always proud of the fact that I can make time for all of those things. Seems like it is starting to backfire. Now, I prefer quality time to quantity time, but there is not enough of it to go around.
I apologize to many people that I have let down. To the people I should have spent more time with, to things I should have spent more time doing, I am learning to change, and I pray that I am given the time to. It is now that things need to be done, and the keyword is NOW.
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