Welcome to my Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong, and no one understands you? Out of all the songs that speak to me, that makes me agree with the lyrics, and playing it over and over again only reinforces the point. So when this song surfaced from the playlist, I had some time to reflect on the lyrics. And as much as I wish to say that, as a Christian, Jesus knows me well enough, and that nothing else matters, I can't. I am human after all. Through billions of years of evolution, Homo Sapiens have come to put herd behaviour as an important part of survival. No one lives well alone. They can live, just not well. It is that much easier and better to group together. Humans yearn other humans. Be it communication, be it companionship, or be it someone that is physically there, even introverts need, and want to be around people. 

And what would be the next step? To be part of the group. To belong. To have a common ground shared with that trusted few. To form bonds. Guess I am getting too carried away. At the end of the day, like how the song goes: To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked when you're down. To feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down, and no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like. Welcome to my life.