What now?

Many have asked when I am tendering, quitting this job that has been exploiting me for months, when am I going to go out, stretch my wings and reach my maximum potential. I made it clear that I have promised to stay for at least a year in this job, and that promise expired on the first day of October. Nonetheless, I am continuing at this job because 1. there might be a year end bonus, you never know, 2. I believe job market should be better start of next year, so quit then and start looking then, and 3. I have more things to worry about (church camp), so I rather hold a job that allows me to worry about those stuff even during working hours.

I am a rational human being. This is my choice. As much as my inner self struggles to get out, to rage quit, to just let go now, I know that it is best to follow the planned route. There is so much more to life than selling time for money.