Darn, wat's happening to me... It's 1 week before tests, and the drive, the motivation, the urge to study is nt here.... Its a crisis... I miss the "me" one month ago, who panicked over tutorials, and will start flipping notes if i dun understand one tiny concept... Now i'm only thinking of excuses of nt studying... And yes, my brain is wonderful when it comes to excuses...

Really can't wait for Dec to come and go... All the things that are abt to happen, like christmas, outings, catching up with old time friends.. All the things nt done yet, like writing christmas cards (seriously dun feel like doing it alr), and many more... Christmas mood is in the air ladies and gentlemen, so enjoy it while you can... Sigh, i dun even understand why i can't get excited over anything these days....

Maybe my vision has become blurred, i needa refocus....