I need a personality makeover... Guess i am juz too tired of being a Mr Nice Guy sometimes... I mean, i nv really wanted to be the bad guy.. They always end up twirling a circle and exploding in every single power ranger episode i watched since young.. So ya, no way am i going to be the bad guy.. Or shld i?
I am actually a very bad tempered person.. Not many ppl know that.. The only ppl i think that rmb are the teachers in sunday skl when i still attended it.. And even they think that i changed.. No, i dun think i changed.. I still get pissed easily, its juz a matter of showing it or not.. My mask is pretty inelastic, i can still smile despite all the nonsense happening to me. I can joke abt things that ppl say abt me, things that make me so angry.. And i guess the only thing that keeps me alive, keeps the bottle from overflowing, keeping the mask from cracking is coz i've grown into it.. This mask fits so well now that i juz dun feel like taking it off ever again.. Let me be batman forever, and bruce wayne be no more.. Let the real me be slowly absorbed into this new character, absorbed till its nothingness..
As you can see, its a very personal thing, the previous 2 paragraphs all started with "i".. But there are many other factors to consider, many other characters in the game, other actors and actresses on the stage.. All these useless rants are therefore void, the show must go on, and i will continue being "myself"... Question is, who am i?
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