I really don't like it when people don't keep their promises. Punctuality for example, if the designated time is 9am, you come 5min before, not 9am sharp, nor any later. Don't seem to understand why people find it so hard to grasp such a simple concept.
Why today's rant? Seems like I am tasked to do another task that I absolutely loathe. Is this what it means to grow up? To do things that you don't like, but due to others throwing the responsibility on you, to suck it up and just go with it? I refuse to accept it, especially since it was labelled as an optional task and also one on a voluntary basis. Did I volunteer? No. Did I even show the slightest interest in doing this shit? No.
I believe that at the end of the day, it is something unavoidable. Something that I will eventually try to come to terms with, suck up, and get it over with. Of course, it will continue to traumatize me for years to come, but I believe that is the intention. So yes, screw this shit, I will do it, although unwillingly, and putting minimal effort into it. End of the day nobody wins.
Ok, enough of the rant. That calmed me down enough. Enough to see that I should not be putting my trust in Man, in things of this world. That they will fail me, they will disappoint me. And in this world of reciprocity, in the law of equivalent exchange, I will fail them and I will disappoint them.
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